it's my life

all my fault..

2010-11-09T17:30:00.002+08:00

i dont know why i am so laidback when my assignments are starting to pile up. i havent started the reflection due thurs. i need to come up with interview qns (2 sets) by tom..

er.. i am so not exaggerating. i am even blogging abt this.. it's madness..

i just dont feel like doing even tho it's like due so soon.. am i just plain crazy or lazy?? (don't ans (=)

2010-10-10T01:49:00.000+08:00

i shall try to start my blog all over again((: just try to keep it up. jia you!!

2009-07-04T18:17:00.002+08:00

church camp was a BLAST! youth camp all by ourselves(:
it was my first one overseas and it was super fun!!
that was 15 to 19
but 29 had to come back to sch
went back to sch but i had this dry throat and then i started having fever at night
my first night it was 39.1 degrees like super warm as if the weather wasn't good enough..
then 2nd day it was 38.5 degrees still super warm
then 3rd day it was dying down like 37.8 degrees then 4th day it was ok alr..
7day mc is long

but now like coughing like crazy
hais

THE 3 BEARS IN THE CHAIR'S POV

2009-01-06T16:33:00.002+08:00

I came from Solomon's lumberyard; born with the gift to talk to animals. My cousins consisted of tables and chairs. All of us had special gifts of our own. I'm the smallest and the weakest in the family, we were all bought by the 3 bears, namely, Mama, Papa and baby bear.

One fine day, in came this strange breed of bulk which had curly golden hair and wore some frilly pink cloth. I think she must have eaten sweet potatoes, baked beans and cabbages just before feasting on the porridge on the table left by the bears to eat when they came back from their daily morning walk. Such a horrid beast! Suddenly, without warning, a rocket blast of smelly air caused me to self-destruct. Of course I had the power to fix myself back together but I wasn't going to do it there and then. Let her be poked by my splinters for all I care. HMPH.. My family members were laughing so much, their joints cracked and they split their sides.
My oh my, I think the bears would faint to find their--our house in such a mess. After polluting the air she decided to go upstairs to visit our grandparents after her tiring act.
Let me tell you, she was sooooo heavy that when she jumped for joy when she saw my grandparents, she fell flat on the bed. *THUD!* Like, WOAH.. that's one heavy girl.
When the bears came home hmmm..how would you describe it? haha their features are scary but well yeah they are nice creatures if you don't get in their way..apparently fat girl didn't think so. She screamed and bawled like some molting and melting banshee.. she even runs like some clumsy pig. Not a word of apology from her either..HMPH!...humans..

12 October 2008 Sunday

CINDERELLA IN THE PRINCE'S POV

2009-01-06T16:10:00.006+08:00

okaay.. this story is just crap but I'll just post it. it makes no sense in the fairytale world but nvm.. here goes..

HEY! Do you really really think I loved her? Nope, I married her more because of her glass slipper. I wanted to sell it cos' there was an economic crisis. Wait, I was a poor prince, you gotta remember that, alright? You don't have any other choice anyway cos I'm narrating this story..muahaha..
But maybe, just maybe, I had this tinge of guilt, and possibly a little touch of the cupid fairy there but anyway, how could I simply steal her slipper and leave her alone? I'm not as cruel as you would be thinking right now. I thought it would be easy to just marry the girl who owned the slipper. Like snap your fingers and that's that. The deed is done. But oh man, if you were in my shoes, and you HAD TO search the entire country, you would faint. The duke of my father found the slipper on 2 ugly sweeties and I had no choice but to marry either one of them. I'm sorry for my straightforward ways but, UGH!!
Good thing they were clumsy and smashed the shoe, or I wouldn't have found the other slipper. But then I discovered they were only worth 10 dollars a piece, they were fake.. in any case, I had to keep my promise and marry the owner.. but there wasn't any problem with that because, WOAH.. she was so hot and she simply took my breath away. My good luck charm, my wife, my everything, all I've ever wanted, she made it true; of course with the help of her animal friends and her fairy god mother.(:

nice ending, not?
haha

it seems my stories are getting shorter and shorter.. or maybe not..hmm..
credits go to Kath as well as me haha lol of course!
12 October 2008 Sunday

THE 3 LITTLE PIGS AND THE BIG BAD WOLF IN THE RABBITS POV

2009-01-06T15:31:00.004+08:00

i like this one most out of all my stories

Actually, things aren't what people think, the wolf was the distant relative of the 3 little pigs of many generations. The problem was no one welcomed him because it is widely known that wolves eat small animals including pigs. The wolf came to me for help. Just as it happened, the 3 little pigs decided to build their own houses of straw, wood and bricks. I told the wolf to bring a gift and stupidly he bought a pot and pan for each pig. No wonder everyone who saw him ran away in fear. (0_0) Who knew it? He was ALLERGIC to pigs. When he got this allergy, wolf would turn red and start sneezing his head off. God knows why, his lungs were so big. So at the first house after the straw pig opened the door, the wolf sneezed off his house. Wolf thought it was the strange material-straw. At the second house, he sneezed even harder. the wood pig got a shock. He ran around town telling everyone, as news passed, the rumour became more atrocious. Could you believe it? A new wolf has come to town to eat pigs by sneezing their houses off. What kind of rumour is that? He huffed and puffed as asthma was part of his allergy. That was bad and so, I came up with a potion to cure sniffles and gave it the brick pig. He then put a sign at the door:"Go to the chimney to come in."
The wolf came and sneezed. Of course the house wasn't sneezed off. It was made of bricks..duh..
The wolf was glad for the warm invitation of his pig relative so he climbed to the top and jumped into the chimney into a warm cauldron - filled with sniffle potion. He was cured and they had a night of squealing and howling - in delight. Town folks asked, why we rabbits helped them. We were even more a nicer delicacy to wolves.. Well, we had to, we were the great-grand parents of poor Wolfie!(:

17 august 2008 sunday

SNOW WHITE IN THE WITCH'S POINT OF VIEW(POV)

2009-01-06T15:05:00.003+08:00

BEWARE!!!
this story makes 33% sense..

It was a bright fine day where Snow White was dancing in the fields. she seduced my son and tried to entice him to elope. STUPID woman. Anyway, I wanted to send her away but she got wind of it and escaped. My son was so heartbroken and he started blaming me.. come on, what did I do wrong? She did it on her own will..so anyways I sent someone to bring her back. The hunter volunteered and went to look for her. He came back with some heart and told me she died..Like Hellooo.. did I want her dead? Nooo.. he couldn't follow simple instructions..I didn't want her dead..*correction* not that fast anyway..

I sent crow to look for her and found tht she was staying with the seven dwarves who killed my parents.. I hate them..

I disguised myself as an old woman with a basket of poisoned apples. Don't get me wrong I wasn't poisoning her as all the books said.. I wanted to avenge my parents' death and so decided to kill the dwarfs. Snow white well.. snow white was simply too naive. I specifically asked her to pass the basket to the dwarves and she decided she wanted to try one. Since I was a witch, I could purify one for her but she was too fast and sank her teeth into a poisoned apple and fainted!! OMG!!
I was shocked and ran away as I heard the sound of the axes and picks of the dwarves. It wasn't my fault but i didn't want to be blamed for it.
I hid in the forests and saw the dwarves put her into a glass coffin. like eww.. glass.. You would be able to see her decompose!

That's disgusting..but then the dwarves were super nice!! I mean seriously.. they put aside their duties to protect Snow white..even though she was dead..Even Mr Grumpy guarded her!
they really touched my heart .. i guess i could forgive them right?
I WANTED TO REVIVE HER BUT HMM MY SON CAME IN SEARCH OF HER i couldn't possibly make her get up from the coffin in front of him right?
so i just let him kiss her to life and get married. they lived happily ever after.. as for me? well.. that's for me to know and for you to find out.. if you want to...

30 July 2008 wednesday

like being hit by a bullet

2009-01-06T14:59:00.001+08:00

eng lyrics though it's in korean so yeah
wait for the vid to load it's so nice!!

I cant make sense of anything
All that comes out is laughter
So I just laughed,
So I just laughed,
Just..

While Im laughing until I collapse
I asked if I could ask one thing
Why are we breaking up?
How do we break up?
How do we break up?
How?

In this bruised chest,
Our memories are overflowing
Even though I try hold onto them,
Even if I block my chest,
They all slip though my fingers

Even if my heart stops,
Just like this,
I dont think it will hurt,
Please do something
Give me some treatment
If I keep going like this,
All I will get is a broken heart
In this bruised chest..

Soon, without me even realizing,
Tears stream down my face
I dont want to be like this,
I really dont want to,
I really dont want to,
Really..

I follow after you, who stood up so rashly and left,
Youre running away,
From behind you,
From behind you,
I scream..

In this bruised chest,
Our memories are overflowing
Even though I try hold onto them,
Even if I block my chest,
They all slip though my fingers

Even if my heart stops,
Just like this,
I dont think it will hurt,
Please do something
Give me some treatment
If I keep going like this,
All I will get is a broken heart

Like being hit by a bullet
Really..
My heart hurts so much
It hurts so much,
It hurts so much,
Thats weird I can still live.

How can I forget you?
Me?
I dont know how to do such things..
I dont know..
My heart is awake and I cant put it to sleep,
All it does is hurt so much I feel like dying.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y--Qr419MIM

2008-10-28T14:27:00.002+08:00

i watched these movies in the plane:

cyborg she jap < VERY VERY NICE
made of honour
then she came along
the terminal (3/4) < i got super bored watching it

then other shows that i watched in aus
spiderman 3 (1/2)
hancock (1/4)
kung fu dunk

haiz then i came up with a lot of shows i want to watch

it's been so long

2008-06-02T14:35:00.002+08:00

i think i'll stick to one week one post
haha..lol
been super busy
i have this ita1 proj to be handed up on fri, play observation vid proj also on fri. then because this wk is elearning wk for it and fneng, i also have work from there
just because we will miss tut and lect doesnt mean our teacher has to give 2 proj to mark attendance. a newsletter and some random ppt we are supposed to do individually.
then of all things some instructions are unclear so it's like we have to search for ourselves
then fneng we will have to do some excercise this fri itself at a particular hr..
haiz plus 2 more proj..
our fp has this observation of the developmental characteristics of certain age grps
which we havent started
then today we just got one new observation project for cdev we are supposed to do individually and in a grp. running record of what we observed in the vid in lect.. it's crazy when we count how many proj we actually have to do..xian
ok nvm...jia you(:

fri last wk

2008-05-27T14:41:00.002+08:00

last wk was the most unfortunate day i left my phone in ikea children's part.. then on top of tt i only realized it like 1 hr later.gd thing someone passed it to the staff, so heng...haha then i did winnie's hmwk on the bus i felt super super giddy.. now still have after effects.
then after tt a friend left another friend's $150 jacket at the sch bus stop gd thing it was still there after our fneng test... fortunately there are still honest ppl in sg(:

2008-05-12T15:16:00.002+08:00

yesterday was the gdop >> global day of prayer..
it ended late as usual..
but left indoor stadium with parents ard ten..
anyway this song came into my head but i don't rmb all the lyircs..

You're the Lord of the city
you're the Lord of the nation
you are

you're the light of the darkness
you'rre the hope of the hopeless
you're the peace to the restless
you are

/*greater things have yet to come
greater things are still to be done in this city..
greater things have yet to come
greater things are still to be done i here*/

you're the king of all kings
you're the ...
you're the ...
you are

*repeat chorus

when i was small

2008-05-05T15:35:00.006+08:00

when i lost my two front teeth
this was when i was in uganda with my pet chameleon
sitting in a high chair with a melon(long one)
pic with ugandan pastors

pic in the diff villages with the pastors..

this ones in the church

all the kids chasing our car saying mosoongoo(means chinese ppl)
catfish that was taller than me..
at one of the gideonites house

seminar and at another team's hse

village mud hut
and miking the cow
this was where i kena malaria..

the puppies i kept as pets plus my two friends over in uganda
at sailing club: rebecka and rachel..

at the dog hse built for stripe
garden
watermelon patch

above were the pics of me when my fam and i went uganda for 2 yrs.. yup 96-98

2008-05-05T15:18:00.001+08:00

Lately i've been super super temperamental..
sorry ppl who kena..
this also means ill be super siao or crappy..okay not nice words but ya
ill be updating my life on this blog soon...

2008-05-05T10:36:00.002+08:00

i havent logged on since thurs lah
wah so so xian right now
classes start 11 fin at 1 break till 3 IT till 4 then zao...
haiz later ill update some more and put in pics
suddenly i fell like uploading pics of my entire life..
very very random
i also dont noe why...

my memories of yjc(:

2008-04-29T14:40:00.008+08:00

cop from deb then i edited it..
hole in char's head tgth with deb and justina

original photo...

Mr sim's last day
ryan me and jurene

ice-cream fr 3 angles i ate with deb at ps

j blk lvl 4
looking out emo-ing..

lvl 4 again

made rose from ex bk binder wire..

sorry deb...(: haha

p23 jess jurene me shamine(:

us again..w/o table

the underside of the bench outside lib

from j3-13 corriddor..i think

from 2nd floor outside com lab j blk

turtle koi pond

j3 sth blk after it rained..emo-ing..

cant rmb which lt but it was my fav num last time

!!!SILENCE!!! in the library..

lights in e library..
i was sososo bored...

lights again but i shook my cam on purpose

the benches outside lib

the grandstand emo-ing..

singapore stadium..

modified mr ho's pic of "Zero"..
haha

sorry this one at singapore stadium..ndp 07

the parade sq and the general office at 630 in the morning

this was my H2 econs class

mr sebastian's last day with us
ryan me jurene

passageway opp bookshop during free period

ok this wasnt yj but its nice

i think this one also haha

last wks pics..

2008-04-28T22:09:00.004+08:00

pei qi hui hui sharini(:

shannon chris humairah amelia jia xin(:

shimmie aliah claire(:

pei qi hui hui sharini samantha kerin shannon gui ling(:

aishah farhana(:

pei qi hui hui sharini samantha gui ling shannon(:

haiz ...same grp again...cam whorers..lol ..jk
:)farhana(:

*i wish upon a star..(:*

jamie(:

(:that was all the girls looking pretty:)

here all pointing at alwin hahaha...
must be fun being the only guy in class:)last but not least, here is alwin being very camera shy and slowly opening up...
lol XD

photos of sigma groove

2008-04-28T22:01:00.003+08:00

our last meal tgth...sniff :'(

sigma groove breaking camp
^united horr..all change to npsu shirt except for gls

some sentosa outing which i didnt get to go:(

update

2008-04-28T21:38:00.002+08:00

My first 3 wks here in np has been just wonderful.
before the 3 wks i had npsu foc camp then i had he hms foc camp.
npsu one our grp was more united so we had photos(below)
but hms one wasnt so great actually so no photos:)
anyway, 1A01 has been quite united considering we were total strangers from the start. 1st wk no assignments just the getting used to the environment and schedules and venues were quite a chore..other than tt it was fine.
2nd wk, e one tt just past was quite a pleasant one till our ITA1 class had hmwk due tom it was just crazy using microsoft word for 5 exercises. not tt it was super diff it just took up a lot of time and our tutor's instructions were like so super unclear..we didnt noe what she meant. and she used wrong words like instead of saying the word 'port' was the last word of e doc she actually kind of misleaded us by saying 'port' was the last word of the 3rd para...haiz searched for it so long lah..
anyway, our class has been so super united, we make it a tradition to wear the same colour shirt every monday. 2nd wk was pink/red. today's was white.. ill upload pics another time..
today's was funny coz i forgot we had to chk the class blog for the colour so i was deciding to wear either green or white today. gd thing i chose white.. it would have been quite funny if i was the only one wearing green in the class..lol...
so yeah thats quite abt it...
oh yeah Sports and Wellness(sw) went quite well last wk.. my sport's flag football and it's fun tho there arent flags at e moment but it doesnt bother me. anyway i cant throw ok i can throw but i need to prac more..i can catch quite okay.. so yeah
^^^
there's my update for what as been happening these 3 wks or so...
:)

foc sigma pics

2008-04-23T12:36:00.003+08:00

agnes weilin manling grace liyana me yihui syaq
the girls of s2 at e end of camp

..ok too many names..
whole of s2 incl. of gls

pic of s2 w/out gls(dick and abel dont noe doing what..)

s2 at night sports complex..lighting not so gd

informal pic

all our gls:)miss them lots!!

charles kai saddam jt xue yi acting 'girl'
lol...XD

charles kai saddam jt xueyi ryan apple wendy...haha
i dont noe liao:D
:)gls plus lion king/lepak king(:

guys of s2

these are the photos taken after camp:)
and many many more!
foc was so fun:)))

haha i think i siao alr.
lol

2008-04-22T15:17:00.002+08:00

HAHAHA!
I HAVEN'T HAD TIME TO BLOG
OUR CLASS IS SO FUN AND WE ARE ADJUSTING TO THE TIMETABLE
ASSGNMENTS ALSO HAVENT COME IN YET SO YEAH ILL TRY TO PUT IN PICS SOON
so sorry for the caps i'm not upset just lazy to change
:0
:)

2008-04-14T21:19:00.003+08:00

hihi
like i havent uploaded anything or updated fro a super long time...haiz no time
anw
i havent been gg for any activity, want to go but not allowed
haiz...

sorry for the singing not that nice but atmosphere/situation allows it

NIGHT WALK

2008-04-03T12:22:00.004+08:00

my friends and i already knew about the night walk but we thought that we would just walk ard the sch in pairs.
but we didnt noe that they would put fake ghosts and scary stuff
actually i'm not so scared of these things but it took place past midnight.
on top of this the gls HAD to tell us ghost stories..ok not their fault we asked for them but creepy enough to creep us out. after that we watched juno. ok lah maybe it's because of our tiredness and lack of energy, (tts the same right? anw)
the show was actually quite boring.
a few ppl had even fallen asleep at where they were slping. it was also cold in the lt at blk 51 so alot of us couldnt really concentrate.
after that we watched vids on u tube like achmed, etc..
next up the gls showed us "the eye" english version. the sound effects were super scary and it was super cold. so my friend also in s2 went with me to the toilet to escape. we went out chattering and didnt exactly want to go back coz both of us dont watch horror shows. but no choice so went back.
we didnt want to say excuse me to go to the back so we decided to sit at the front of the lt and tt was when a gl approached us saying that we were gg to play a ...SILENT GAME... (yeah right..)
anw on the pretext of the silent game, the gl said my friend was to go out first with another guy and i would go out of the lt later on.
since we could get out of the cold and scary place we agreed.

anw once it was my turn both the guy and me realized: OH NO. NIGHT WALK.(there's supposed to be a dead silence..yup) so anyway, both of us were like oh shit what do we do. the guy wasnt so scared. good thing for that. me on the other hand..there's no need to say..i bet u can guess.

so anw we had to walk down this path which led to the start of the trail. both of us were still shivering and chattering from being inside the cold lt.
when we reached the start of the passage they pasted black rubish bags to block out the light then i saw a fake bloody skeleton hand on the floor so i kind of freaked out for no real reason and didnt want to go in.then the gl inside threw the poor skeleton's other hand out. i freaked out some more and said i didnt want to go in so i guess the gl decided to be lenient(thx whoever u are) and let us go in. both the guy and me actually thought we were in blk 50. heng we werent but tt is another entry, let me fin this first :D

then after we walked thru the passage way, i still don't noe why i was so freaked out but anyway we saw the lift but didnt want to go in. but i didnt want to put my partner in a spot so i gu qi yong qi and entered the lift with him. at first nv notice the gl in the lift coz he was so quiet but good thing he nv had any make up on or else i'd do anything to get out of gg thru the night walk. so anyway the lift was so dark even the lift buttons didnt have light the gls still asked us to go up to the 7th floor. i was wondering how did my friend and her partner go thru with it. we were told to follow light sticks and arrows.the lift had a light stick where the buttons were but both my partner and i couldn't see the button so we asked the gl in the lift: how ah?we cant see the button how to go up? later press wrong button go wrong floor..
haha then the gl help us press.(so nice)

so when we reached the 7th floor both of us stuck our heads out and were like"are we on the right floor"?then we had to go thru flights of stairs.i was quite bad, made the guy push open the doors first, go round the corners first. when we walked ard the perimeter of the storey, we heard someone scream. i was thinking it was my friend then nvm i asked my partner what it was. he said dont thnk abt it, it was nth. then i was like yeah right.cat screech ah?(a little sarcastic alr. anyway, we continued walking till the walkway linked to another part of the building. then i saw her. i pointed at a girl wearing a white dress with long hair. then i said: oh no there are fake pontianaks how?i know they are fake but..so he said that they wont hurt us but the thought of it was scary enough coz i told him we watched a scary movie b4 and had nightmares for a long time.tts why i try not to watch horror movies at night or even watch at all. as we neared the girl we realized there were 2 of them blocking the passage way. even tho we knew they were fake haiz..so anyway they starting jumping making that awful 'thump' sound which sounded so scary in the middle of the night. so nvm i decided to raise my hands as well so at least even if they come close they are one arm's length away. then for no reason we smiled at the pontianaks and said HI! a little bit sot liao but who cares then the girls let us pass. before we could go they lifted their heads and said:WAIT ARE U THE LAST PAIR? both of us were like HUH? lol then they said they were tired of wearing the dress :) one of them even said they started bouncing up and down coz they were super bored and didnt know what to do. haha. we smiled and they smiled.lol. then we actually talked to each other for awhile then we left. we walked a while then he tried to divert my attention and pointed to the sky: look.the moon is in the sky
i didnt noe how to ans and i replied:but it's not a full moon and so he said: wat is so special abt it being a full moon? i said nvm coz i didnt want to think abt it.

anyway,a doll from upstairs dropped down. it looked like a voodoo dol or sth with red blotches. bloody scary.(no pun intended)didnt scream just jumped.

so anyway we continued walking thinking when it would end. then we reached a stairwell(hoped it was the last). i felt kind of pissed off scared and i dont noe lah rojak feelings. so i pushed open the doors and went down the stairs with the guy. when we saw the stairs we were like oh shit the passage way is so wide. then nvm we went down one flight and nth happened so we were happier then someone started crying we thought it was a girl then we quickened our steps then suddenly there was a BOO! then i screamed damn loud then the guy jumped back he was like wah u scream damn loud then i said sorry and ran down the stairs. we went out and saw the rest of the gls. they asked whether i was the one who screamed and whether we were scared then i said towards the end the guy not at all. then the person who just scared us came out and he was a guy in pontianak suit. i was like u r a guy? haha then one gl asked did u hear a marble drop then we said nope. was there even a marble? then he said aiya u prob screamed so loud nv hear.. haha

so i guess tt wass the end of the night walk then as we walked back to an lt with a gl, the gl for my grp suddenly BOOED at me. super scary then we really successfully completed the night walk. YAY!

sorry type so long.. i a little bit longwinded and i love crapping a lot. XD

another update which i cant think of a title...

2008-04-03T11:46:00.003+08:00

hi! i'm not very aquainted with blogs..
a little swaku so still figuring how to do stuff.:)

anyway,i just came back from foc last week, it was so fun!!
sigma phi won like the grp with the best cheers!

so obviously we lost our voices..
here are most of the cheers if i rmb right..

WHEN WE ARE HUNGRY
TICK TOCK TICK TOCK
WE MUST EAT
4 MEALS A DAY CANNOT SKIP
EAT ALREADY VERY FIT
CAMP COM EAT
CAMP CREW EAT
DH EAT
GLS EAT
FRESHIES EAT
EVERYBODY EAT
AHHHH.....JIA!

haha then f&b not happy so we had another one

WE LOVE FOOD
ALL KINDS OF FOOD
THAI FOOD JAP FOOD WESTERN FOOD
BUT THIS CAMP ONLY CAMP FOOD
HAIZ..
CAMP COM EAT
CAMP CREW EAT
DH EAT
GLS EAT
F&B EAT *note
FRESHIES EAT
EVERYBODY EAT
AHHHH.....JIA!

F&B IS COOL!
F&B IS COOL!
F&B IS COOL!
F&B IS COOL!
F&B IS COOL!
at least 5x..

THEN WE HAVE OUR POWER CHEERS. i cant rmb the order

gls ARE YOU TIRED?
fr NO! *but we are like damn tired from screaming..:)lol
gls ARE YOU SURE?
fr YES!
followed by chi wa wa cheer

dick say some stuff+ chi chi
fr WA WA!
dick say some stuff+ wa wa
fr CHI CHI!
D chi chi
fr WA WA!
D wa wa
fr CHI CHI!

THEN THE CHI WA WA DANCE.

I THINK THIS IS SADDAM'S FAV..lol

COME ON EVREBODY
LISTEN TO SIGMA PHI
PUT UR HANDS IN THE AIR
SHAKE x4
WHOLE THING x3

SHAKE UR BODY x3
SHAKE
WHOLE THING x2

NEXT ONE..

EVERYBODY DANCE NOW..
1 CLAP (clap)
2 CLAPS (clap)
3 CLAPS (clap)

LET'S BREAK IT DOWN NOW..
(clap)...
.
.
.
YEAH!

gls FOC OI!
fr OI!
gls FOC OI!
fr OI!
gls FOC OI!
fr SA SA OI!

OUR BEST CHEER
S TO THE I TO THE G TO THE MA PHI PHI IN THE HSE x8
(SOFT TO LOUD)

this cheer was damn fun XD

HOT CHEER

I'VE GOT A FEVER I'M HOT,
I CAN'T BE STOPPED (echo)
I GOT A FRONT OOOOH...
BACK AHHHH...
CAN'T BE STOPPED (echo)

REPEAT IN CHINESE THEN IN HOKKIEN

WE'RE WINNING. WE'RE SONG!
WE CAN'T BE STOPPED! (echo)
WE'VE GOT A FRONT OOOOH...
BACK AHHHH...
CAN'T BE STOPPED (echo)

FIGHTING CHEER
WE GOT TO F-F-I-I-G-H-T
WE GOT TO S-S-C-C-O-R-E
WE'VE GOT TO FIGHT, SCORE, WIN THE WAR.
SIGMA PHI WILL PON U ALL.
ANE NE AH ANE NE AH
BA KUT TEH AH BAKUTEH
SIGMA SIGMA SA SA EH

WE ARE THE LEPAK CREW!!
gls SIGMA LEPAK LEPAK
fr OLE OLE AH AH!
gls SIGMA LEPAK LEPAK
fr LEPAK LEPAK
x2

SIGMA ON THE WARPATH
(we will rock u rhythm)
x4 then start
SIGMA LEFT SIGMA RIGHT
SIGMA CENTRE SIGMA FIGHT!
OOH AH SIGMA ON THE WARPATH
OOH AH YEAH
FROM EAST TO WEST
SIGMA'S GG TO BEAT THE REST
FROM NORTH TO SOUTH
SIGMA'S GONNA ROCK THE HSE!
OOH AH SIGMA ON THE WARPATH
OOH AH YEAH!

wow a lot of cheers sia..
my fingers tired liao..

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ok cont..

gls SIGMA OI!
fr WHAT'S UP?
gls SIGMA OI!
fr WHO ARE WE?
gls SIGMA OI!
fr WE'RE THE S-I-G TO THE M-A PHI!

WHO'S ____________________*i cant rmb wat
SIGMA WHAT SIGMA YEAH!
WHO'S RUNNING THIS CAMP?
SIGMA WHAT SIGMA YEAH!
WHO'S DOWN WITH SIGMA?(clap)
(cont clapping while chanting)
WHO'S DOWN WITH SIGMA?
YO YO YO YO!
WHO'S DOWN WITH SIGMA?
WA WA WA WA!
WHO'S DOWN WITH SIGMA?
WE ARE WE ARE WE ARE!(stop clapping)

okay
i think that's it.
finally..

update...

2008-03-24T14:12:00.002+08:00

finally...i'm back. i forgot my pwd coz nv use for a long time.
lol anw i got into np ech!
it's better than yj.
not that it's bad but..
it's time to start anew!!!
:)

guess wat

2007-11-06T11:11:00.000+08:00

my real name is sarah ann. though sg didnt allow my cert to be changed but that is wat my el name was supposed to be.. lol.. then my name would have had 6 words..
hahaha!

killer

2007-11-06T10:29:00.000+08:00

op was another killer
we practised
a lot.

but the examiners just decided they had to bombard us with all sorts of questions that were either already covered in the ppt or they had alr asked the other grp members.

so i guess this also played a part in our deflated spirits..

what i'd hope for

2007-11-06T10:10:00.000+08:00

i have always somehow been wishing to slack my life away and most of the time i act really really indifferent.. so i guess this is how some of my friends really treat me. so when i got my results back i was never really expecting much. i knew that i would either retain or i had to withdraw. either one i would still have to go poly.. so yeah. well i didnt really mind but yeah...

its like i got it back n i promised myself not to cry. i had already stopped crying in sch at sec1.at first i was kind of ok with it. but then in my class only 2 of us retained the rest were promoted tgth. ok maybe on my part i didnt do as well as i thought i could. then another blow...

my friends all promoted. i mean WTH??? dont get me wrong I'M DEFINITELY HAPPY FOR THEM. but thru out its like ppl treated me as me retaining is no big deal..

so my feelings were neither here nor there..
tt is till charles asked me whether i was ok. coz i asked him for his results and he promoted. i would be surprised if he didnt. anyway he asked me so i kind of felt surprised that wat came out of my mouth wasnt really sincere. i did say i was ok i even tried to smile but who knew..
deep inside i felt really deflated...

its kind of like somehow i realized that even he could see i was not ok. what was tt alll abt. i mean i dont really purposely show my feelings and expect sympathy..do i?

i guess there was always this flicker of hope that i would be able to miraculously pass my promos.

my grades?
2 Us
2 Ss
2 Es

i noe what to apply for poly.
problem is, can i get in?
if i dont what do i do?
business? no
mkting? i dont noe
tourism? maybe
how????

You

2007-07-29T18:03:00.000+08:00

Just keep turning up,
smiling the way you always do!:)

nothing out of the ordinary

2007-07-23T18:02:00.000+08:00

I seriously won't have time on my own anymore!!!
with ssp(self study programme)-->very in-efficient
plus cca on weds till late(it's understood that it will finish at night!!)
and wr, eom and gppw and hmwk....Aargh!!!

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hi ppl

2007-07-23T10:04:00.001+08:00

hey just want to tell ppl reading out there
i can only access this in school so i can only post stuff during the wk
so..
yeah not all of the poems stuff happen e day i post.
but i'm trying my best to update as soon as i can.
thx

:)

2007-07-20T18:30:00.000+08:00

I'm so happy!!!!
He said hi to me today!!!
it's like the first time in 2 wks!!!
ok maybe i sound mad..
only 2 wks right?

but yeah...
just bear with it or u can read my other posts if u guys want...
tts wat u r here for right?

anyway.. not just a 'hi'!!!
a 'hi', a wave, a smile!!
:)
i'm so happy!!
HAPPY!

REALITY

2007-07-19T10:17:00.000+08:00

Tears are overflowing like Niagara Falls
Gone are the days when we talked about things only
You and I could understand

I'll never forget the way your charming smile
put me at ease probing me to continue.
The things I did under your spell
can never be re-enacted.
It's just too precious to be shared
with anyone else.
I'm scared to touch those memories
for fear that overtime
they'll be forgotten

Does time really heal wounds?
If it could, why am I feeling
such uneasiness?
Love would be nothing if
everything
could be healed by time.

Whoever came up with the term 'love',
failed to realize the consequences of love.
It is a dangerous feeling to come across.
Love can strike anytime
BUT it can also disappear anytime.
This is the way it is in the
REAL world.

Loneliness

2007-07-19T09:50:00.000+08:00

Is it always true that,
distance makes the heart grow fonder?
It seem as if distance makes us strangers.

When you're gone
my heart hurts till I see you again.
Giddy in love would be greta
if we weren't so distant.
Tell me,
when can we finally get back to
what we used to be?

my love for you can never be
described in words.
for there's just too much to say
strangely as it seems, the longer
we are distant, the more my heart yearns for you

in this world we live in,
is it still possible to find true love?
oh please tell me,
why am I feeling so down lately.
Lost in numbness and emotions,
Ican only think of th eday when you didn't even glance at me as you walked past.

Ther used to be 'hi' and 'goodbye'
but right now it's just me and my feelings
wayching you walkaway.

SCARRED

2007-07-18T17:46:00.000+08:00

Am I actually supposed to let you
slip through my fingers?
Or is it beacuse I feel I'm badgering you?
Does my presence make you feel awkward?
Whatever I think of seems to have linkage to you.

All your classes are next to mine.
Well almost all. Yet I can't seem to be able to
catch your eye.
Is it that difficult?
I see you around my classes so much
that I feel as if something is missing
when i don't get to see you.

Emptiness and loneliness is all I can feel
nowadays. So empty that
it doesn't make a difference
whether I see you or not.
Seeing you lifts my spirits;
Talking to you makes my day.
Can't you see that?

Are you that ignorant?
Or are you just naive?
Has exposure to your frinds made you the same as everyone else?

I seriously thought you were different.
But I guess I set my standards to high.
Maybe if we could start anew,
just maybe.
Things might work out just fine.

The Way

2007-07-16T09:58:00.000+08:00

The all so perfect you with the purple shirt and purple font,
the only mistake you've ever made
was to make me fall for you.

The very fact you were Mr-Nice-Guy
The way you cared and showed concern
not just to me but many others
the way you went around treating people,
was the way you melted my heart.

The way you played the guitar,
the way we joked.
the way we talked and played.
The way we surprising became 'related'
was the way I miss those days.

The way you laughed,
the way you smiled,
you were ever so easy-going
till we left the foreign land.

The way you ignore me
The way you either pretend not to see me
or dismiss the way you treat me
The way he managed to conquer you
was the way you broke my heart.

Though all has passed and I still like you,
I'll never forget the way everything was in the first place.
The way I feel jealous or sad show my true feelings.
The way, I'll always remember, the times we spent together.
The way I'll always love you.