Saturday, December 17, 2016

Confused

One moment you are nice and reply.

One moment you ignore me and walk past me.

One moment you smile widely and joke with me.

One moment you like my post on insta.

One moment you view my insta story everyday for 10days at least.

One moment we talk on whatsapp in the wee morning.

One moment we have friendly banter with others present.

One moment you completely ignore my messages.

One moment I can be myself.

One moment you're you.

One moment you eye me as you walk past smiling.

One moment we laugh at your mistake.

Most of the time we are silent - 6-7 days a week.

#whatisthis

I try. I read up. I want to understand.

But I can't find answers.

#seriously

How old are you really?

Sure,
I think of you.
But I'll leave it as that.
Why?
No I'm not giving up till an obvious red light.
I don't want it too obvious, or maybe it has.
Maybe that's why you're quiet.
Maybe that's why you seemingly shifted your attention.
Maybe I just don't know what's going on in your head.
Why can't it be simple like an intro to men of a ___yr old 101. How men think at this age?
Why is it hard to decipher your heart your mind and your actions.
They don't match.
You are 30yrs old but I don't know how old you are in your thoughts or behaviour.
Where is that benchmark that I can say that "OK, it's normal for guys this age?"

😐🙁😬😦🤔

Tuesday, December 6, 2016

Where's the 'us' at?

I need to know,
Are we mutually  attracted?
Are you being a gentleman now?

Can I have a sign that it's ok to get to know each other better?
Like when can I send you texts which you'll reply?

How will I know?
When can I know?
How long must I wait till I know?
Should I ignore all rules and proceed?

The suspense is getting the better of me :(

Please..

Monday, November 28, 2016

Big Boss

Big boss. 
He's smart.
He's funny.
He's handsome. 
He's mysterious.
He's a lot of secrets.
He's . . .Wait that's you too..

Of all the stuff you have in common, I sincerely hope with all my heart that you won't "pshhhhh..." into some other girl's arms and disappear without a trace.

#yellowjustcause #Ilikeblue #letscompromise 💚