How old are you really?

Sure,
I think of you.
But I'll leave it as that.
Why?
No I'm not giving up till an obvious red light.
I don't want it too obvious, or maybe it has.
Maybe that's why you're quiet.
Maybe that's why you seemingly shifted your attention.
Maybe I just don't know what's going on in your head.
Why can't it be simple like an intro to men of a ___yr old 101. How men think at this age?
Why is it hard to decipher your heart your mind and your actions.
They don't match.
You are 30yrs old but I don't know how old you are in your thoughts or behaviour.
Where is that benchmark that I can say that "OK, it's normal for guys this age?"

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