Sunday, July 29, 2007

You

Just keep turning up,
smiling the way you always do!:)

Monday, July 23, 2007

nothing out of the ordinary

I seriously won't have time on my own anymore!!!
with ssp(self study programme)-->very in-efficient
plus cca on weds till late(it's understood that it will finish at night!!)
and wr, eom and gppw and hmwk....Aargh!!!

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hi ppl

hey just want to tell ppl reading out there
i can only access this in school so i can only post stuff during the wk
so..
yeah not all of the poems stuff happen e day i post.
but i'm trying my best to update as soon as i can.
thx

Friday, July 20, 2007

:)

I'm so happy!!!!
He said hi to me today!!!
it's like the first time in 2 wks!!!
ok maybe i sound mad..
only 2 wks right?

but yeah...
just bear with it or u can read my other posts if u guys want...
tts wat u r here for right?

anyway.. not just a 'hi'!!!
a 'hi', a wave, a smile!!
:)
i'm so happy!!
HAPPY!

Thursday, July 19, 2007

REALITY

Tears are overflowing like Niagara Falls
Gone are the days when we talked about things only
You and I could understand

I'll never forget the way your charming smile
put me at ease probing me to continue.
The things I did under your spell
can never be re-enacted.
It's just too precious to be shared
with anyone else.
I'm scared to touch those memories
for fear that overtime
they'll be forgotten

Does time really heal wounds?
If it could, why am I feeling
such uneasiness?
Love would be nothing if
everything
could be healed by time.

Whoever came up with the term 'love',
failed to realize the consequences of love.
It is a dangerous feeling to come across.
Love can strike anytime
BUT it can also disappear anytime.
This is the way it is in the
REAL world.

Loneliness

Is it always true that,
distance makes the heart grow fonder?
It seem as if distance makes us strangers.

When you're gone
my heart hurts till I see you again.
Giddy in love would be greta
if we weren't so distant.
Tell me,
when can we finally get back to
what we used to be?

my love for you can never be
described in words.
for there's just too much to say
strangely as it seems, the longer
we are distant, the more my heart yearns for you

in this world we live in,
is it still possible to find true love?
oh please tell me,
why am I feeling so down lately.
Lost in numbness and emotions,
Ican only think of th eday when you didn't even glance at me as you walked past.

Ther used to be 'hi' and 'goodbye'
but right now it's just me and my feelings
wayching you walkaway.

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

SCARRED

Am I actually supposed to let you
slip through my fingers?
Or is it beacuse I feel I'm badgering you?
Does my presence make you feel awkward?
Whatever I think of seems to have linkage to you.

All your classes are next to mine.
Well almost all. Yet I can't seem to be able to
catch your eye.
Is it that difficult?
I see you around my classes so much
that I feel as if something is missing
when i don't get to see you.

Emptiness and loneliness is all I can feel
nowadays. So empty that
it doesn't make a difference
whether I see you or not.
Seeing you lifts my spirits;
Talking to you makes my day.
Can't you see that?

Are you that ignorant?
Or are you just naive?
Has exposure to your frinds made you the same as everyone else?

I seriously thought you were different.
But I guess I set my standards too high.
Maybe if we could start anew,
just maybe.
Things might work out just fine.


Seeing you walk away
At ease at the presence of your friends
Am I that pressurizing? 
You know I would if I could do anything
Just for your sake.

I don't feel that I'm treating you the way I did with other previous ones.
Okaay only 1 but even then.

Just say the word. If you don't like me that way, just say it.
I'm fine with it. 
I'll back off and stay mutual friends.
Do you have to lead me on and expect me to think it was just a casual thing?

If leaving the foreign land made you this way,
We should have never left at all.
Even if you can't reciprocate my feelings, tell me.
Then at least  I'll do whatever I can do to get back to our old friendship.

At least i would have a friend. .

Monday, July 16, 2007

The Way

The all so perfect you with the purple shirt and purple font,
the only mistake you've ever made
was to make me fall for you.

The very fact you were Mr-Nice-Guy
The way you cared and showed concern
not just to me but many others
the way you went around treating people,
was the way you melted my heart.

The way you played the guitar,
the way we joked.
the way we talked and played.
The way we surprising became 'related'
was the way I miss those days.

The way you laughed,
the way you smiled,
you were ever so easy-going
till we left the foreign land.

The way you ignore me
The way you either pretend not to see me
or dismiss the way you treat me
The way he managed to conquer you
was the way you broke my heart.

Though all has passed and I still like you,
I'll never forget the way everything was in the first place.
The way I feel jealous or sad show my true feelings.
The way, I'll always remember, the times we spent together.
The way I'll always love you.